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My email went crazy. He told me he would kill my mother and take my daughter. They go after the people that are quiet and have no voice to speak up, and are afraid. As time went on the disrespect got to the point where he would disrespect me in front of other people, and I was trying to hold the family together. While on tour I met my manager at the time and we wound up putting together a single that even to this day plays overseas, called Be Yourself. My mom told me boys are not going to pay for your education and future. I would wake up and go to the gym.

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I was a receptionist at a YMCA just trying to figure out life, and it just kept getting worse and worse. For the month of October, we are sharing stories of abuse survivors as part of Yougself Violence Awareness Month. I covered it up and made him look like the best thing in the world to everybody. I yourse,f never taught how to be in a relationship. It never starts off with a punch in the face or a rape. Later on I did a spread for The Source magazine which caught the eye of a program director in Philly, and he offered me a full-time position.

He eventually became my first everything, but in the beginning we were just cool.

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People need to be educated because they always think its just weak women. I thought, what do you mean?

toshaamkia The more success I got the worst things were to the point where he was chasing me around the house with a belt buckle.

She was telling him everything I was telling her.

I tried to figure out what I could do to be that safety for women. I just started living. I guess he eventually got tired. He would rape me while my tourself was sleeping in the very next room. Things changed even from the way he would talk to me. MadameNoire is a sophisticated lifestyle publication that gives African-American women tosha,akia latest in fashion trends, black entertainment news, parenting tips and beauty secrets that are specifically for black women. I thought if I took him out of the environment he would get better, and that was the good heart in me.

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Most people go after people with good hearts, not the girls with loud mouths that go wild and crazy, and call their brothers. I became isolated and manipulated. They know how to wine and dine you, make you feel special. I told my aunt about it and wound up forgiving him, thinking it was a mistake. My house was still completely empty and I thought that it would look really nice in my dining room.

He did whatever it took to say sorry about it. While that was happening I had to figure out how to heal me. I wanted my daughter to have a family, and to have something I never saw. When my daughter was small I would call my mom. He was very kind to me, like most gourself are when they want to bring you in.

That was the beginning. I became a cutter, I would take pills, and I was too much of a punk to hang myself but I thought about it. I was in high school, very quiet and into my grades. It was like 20, people, and I was used to performing for people like that. I was a virgin so I sat around, traveled, took care of people in my family.

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He was older; I was a freshman and he may have been a senior or junior. She was living in Connecticut with my mom, but no one knew where she was. He knew how strict my mom was. Its a process because cuts heal, bruises fade, but the mental part of it messes with me sometimes.